I came late to the Rachel Held Evans fan club. I read her book, “Inspired: Slaying Giants, Walking on Water, and Loving the Bible Again,” in July of 2019. She had already left us at that point. I came to love her and her beautiful way of doubting and questioning. I never met her, and yet, I miss her. I count her a pioneer in this new life I am clumsily stumbling my way into. She asked the questions and voiced the doubts that I, was too afraid to even put to paper in my private journal.